They used to flirt with girls a lot and each of them bragged with their achievements. Since then my life started to gradually change and I would say for the worse, because I found it increasingly difficult to socialize with boys of my age. However, it seemed like I was finding some of the boys sexy and appealing and with time I knew that I was gay. Only then I realized that I was not much into girls as other boys of my age. It was not only I was 15 that I started seeing my brother in a different light. I have always admired him and I have always considered him my hero, so strong and wise and protective.
